Jeremiah and Caroline just left to get balloons to send her Nuk away. I just want to bawl. I don't know why this is so rough, but it is. All through breakfast she tried to talk me into waiting until she turned 5. Her face was so sad as she talked about it. Breaking her of breastfeeding, bottles, and getting her to go to sleep never seemed this hard. Maybe it's because she's so attached to her Nuk. I mean she really loves it like it's her family. Oh my. I have to keep taking breaks from typing to wipe my tears right now. I feel like my baby is really going to be gone after this. I just pray that she doesn't get too up set when it flies off to Nuk Heaven. I don't think I can take it!!!